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I have to edited some parts sadly because I missed out of them and unfortunately :iconstardraco403: got pissed when he saw I missed a few important details and he wasn't going to forgive me....so I have to make it perfect this time.
So PLEASE Read the "EDIT" Parts...... because I had edited some parts I missed-out in order to make :iconstardraco403: happy and not upset with me.....;__; I have to do it because if I care for him, then I must do the right thing......
I can't see him being upset with me...



So here is the Edited version....with the missing parts

P.S.-  If you ALREADY read the WHOLE thing, just "ONLY" read the "EDIT PARTS" where it has the "Edit Parts" on top on any paragraphs where I wrote the missing parts. That makes it easy for you guys who read this.
But if you DON'T read this yet, read the WHOLE THING.....sorry...















Now before you guys will be all like "HEY IT'S BEEN SO LONG!!!!" or "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!?!?!?" and crap....
Let me warn you all this is by far the LONGEST Journal EVER!
But it is for a reason.....a long....true....and far more reason....
Now before I get started of what I'm going to explain in this super long story, it HAS to do with what I made my boyfriend, :iconstardraco403:, suffer back then because what my actions gotten over me....U__U And typing my guilt is the only way to make our bond stronger and asking for his forgiveness for what I did to him and how I made him suffer greatly...

So here I go,


So, it all started 2 years ago(Or 3), it was around early September, and I was in the 11th Grade, I remember all this....
I'm pretty sure some of you remember that time I changed my username from 95galaxy119 to the now Oro-VaderDragon, and I changed my icon. At the time, it seems normal, like your normal nice day like that, before a couple days of my birthday, I was having a very good day. Nothing wrong right now.....
Until things gotten sour.....
While waiting for my boyfriend coming from his school, I waited for him in the pokemon chat room(Which that was where we chat most of the time back then sadly, since we can't chat on phones because of his mom) I was waiting for him.....and waited and waited.....until when I saw him, I was ready to chat with him, until things got....more unfortunate....
He was yelling what I have done on DA....like you know, changing my icon, and my username....and something more I did....but instead.....I...lied to him saying I didn't know what he was talking about....however, my brain told me to lie because I didn't want to lose him, but my heart told me to be honest, but I had to follow my brain because I was so fucking stupid at the time, thinking to myself I can tell :iconstardraco403: there is no need to be worrying about it.....however that doesn't stop there of what I REALLY did before....


You see, my Boyfriend, being honest and sweet and kind and loving and warm-hearted and never lies or hide things behind my back.....
But me....
I was nice, sweet, caring, understandable, and.....I did things to prevent some things to happen to my boyfriend.....
Like the following:
- Making him not to talk to others or girls for which that of the matter, because at the time, I was a scared he may cheat on me or you know....he may have another girl, that kind of stuff
- Doing things behind on my back
- Not giving him the rights of what he wants
- Stalking him to see what he was doing and looking at EVERY SINGLE comments in ALL OVER DA
- Taking his part on requests and stealing his part like you know "taking his request and gifts and etc."









~Edited Parts~
:iconstardraco403: wanted me to add some parts that I missed out with the following things I listed above, so here it is. This is for :iconstardraco403:

So I missed-out with some another important parts that happen with me and him in other websites, or should I say online games....
Yes, right after our fight here, we both thought it would be best to play some online games together.
So our FIRST online game we played together was the online game called "League Of Legends". We played it for almost 2 years after we left DA, and we thought it would make us happy....however, things started to get worse.....
You see, whenever we play a game me and him, I sometimes make it seem like "shit" to him. Or should I say "I make him feel bad and making feel like an ass over there. Why so? Well since we left DA, we thought League Of Legends would make us feel alright after our big fight here, but.....I make it worse by making seem like DA at League.....don't ask me how is that even possible, but it was pissing :iconstardraco403: badly.....
As in like "SHITTY" to him. I ruined some game plays with him, and I sometimes put in into shame there because of how I was acting like a total "Drama Queen" or a "Bitchy person". So that got :iconstardraco403: pissed HORRIBLY
I don't blame him for saying I got to stop acting like it's going to be the end of the world and shit like that.....
So sadly, he gave up on League because he doesn't want to handle my shit. Not to mention, his Best Friend(RL) Daniel, who was playing with us at the time when we 3 played League, I almost made him hate on :iconstardraco403: because at the time my feelings were hurt from what :iconstardraco403: told me how I was acting in League.(I deserved it anyway because I did drive him angry and boiling point) And I had to let Daniel, wasting his time to help us fix our relationship more better during the time where I made both him and :iconstardraco403: pissed at me because I was acting like a fucking cry-baby.....it's no wonder Daniel keeps telling me and :iconstardraco403: that he can't help us no more because how much HE GOTTEN PISSED of me and :iconstardraco403: fighting all the time and he doesn't want to be in it.....and the fact I made him and :iconstardraco403: lost their friendship....almost....but luckily they didn't. But till now, Daniel doesn't want to be part of our fight. He has a point though......he can't fix a relationship that easy.....

However....it's not over yet......
Another game we played is a game called Heartstone....which we are playing it till this day. After :iconstardraco403: gotten SUPER PISSED of how I was acting on League and since he can't handle it, he went to Heartstone which he thought he can relax from ALL THE SHIT I DID ON LEAGUE, he thought he would be in peace in Heartstone. But when I ask him what game he was playing, he was a scared to ask me, because he was both pissed and sad that how much I ruin League for him badly. He REALLY was a scared to tell me because he was afraid I may ruin Heartstone for him as well, but since he loved me, he told me about the game. So, a few days after we played it, it was nice, nothing bad went wrong.....until a month later.....it went back again like how I did on League.....
:iconstardraco403: was trying to hold on to his anger, but when I cross the line of acting like the game is going to end and acting like an Emo Bitch...:iconstardraco403: lost his shit......he was blaming me that I was acting on ANY game we played, was like I was treating the game like on DA. So, he was saying the truth, so I should feel guilty because I made him ALMOST lost his shit and made him quit over and over and over again.....and he starting to had enough of it....because honestly, I am ruining him very badly and damaging him and thinking like it's going to end....so I did made him quit a few times, but since I can't handle it, I had to tell him to come back because it hurts me, but for him, it hurts him too that I treated a game like here on DA and how stupid I was acting and being so fucking emo. And now, I, the person who ruins shit for him, I must stop before he REALLY lose his grip...and I have to understand the pain he feels and how much he wanted peace and relaxation. He doesn't want shit or crap or drama going on. And I for myself, I need to stop being like that.......it really does hurt him......

I'm so sorry :iconstardraco403:.....I hope I explain enough from this......and....hope you can forgive......again......I'm really sorry......I will stop being like a jerk on every game we play......;__;
And make it happy for you to enjoy....


















Now before you guys will be like "Damn girl, what you are? A Stalker to your own boyfriend?" or "Why you would you do these things to him if you care so much for him?"
Let me explain in perfect detail before YOU GUYS GET IT ALL WRONG

The REAL reason why I did ALL these things is because....since I NEVER been in a relationship before, and since :iconstardraco403: being my first and ONLY boyfriend, I don't want to be the like girls who finds her perfect match, but then gets either dumped or cheated and you know the wrong relationship to be in....that was the REAL thing.
I didn't want my boyfriend to become those type of boys that cheat or dump or do terrible things to their girlfriends, so, being me having to think ALL this crap, I had to make him follow those rules like I listed them to make sure he won't do anything bad to me or find someone else then me.
Because honestly, by the show of hands here, how many of you girls had be dumped or being cheated before with your boyfriends, like the very FIRST relationship or if this count, with your other boyfriends maybe?
I've seen my girl friends being dumped or simply broke-up with their relationship and I seen them suffer and in pain badly....

That's the category I don't wanna fall into, because I love my :iconstardraco403: so very much and we been gone through so much. I didn't want him to leave me or do something horrible behind on back and far worse.
I had no choice but to try to make him avoid talking to his own friends, friends me and him known, and prevent him from doing any of me feeling like I'm left out.





But.....that was my greatest mistake I ever made........
:iconstardraco403: WASN'T that type of boyfriend he will do things behind on my back or trying to find someone else or trying to dump me or breaking my heart of any way.........no....instead.......I broke his heart.....badly........

I destroyed him from the inside-out.......
Now before you guys feel SO SORRY FOR ME....THEN DON'T!!! You guys should feel sorry for :iconstardraco403:.
Because of me destroying him thinking he would do something bad to me, but he WASN'T the type of person to do this!!! No, I ruined EVERYTHING for him!!!!!! DX
I destroyed his friendship with others because I thought he would do something to me or trying to hurt me in other ways.......Trying to stop him from talking to others online, like we known of for so long because I thought he would find a different girlfriend.......stealing his place for requesting and gifts and art-tradings.......destroying his career of drawing and rping.......destroying him from making new friends........looking at comments to see what he was doing......lying to him to save our relationship.......That's right......I FREAKIN DESTROYED EVERYTHING HE WORK SO HARD FOR AND DESTROYING WHAT HE WOULD HAVE GOTTEN, BUT SINCE ME BEING SOOOO SCARED OF LOSING HIM......I CRUSHED HIM!!!!!! DDDX




.......Yes, I have done this.....destroying him for what I had thought he would do....but not.....I mess-up a LOT for him.....now because of what I did to him from all this mess......he lost his interests of drawing and animation......he gave-up on rping......I banned him from websites that I thought he would do thing behind my back, but....making him lost it because he ONLY wants to be with his friends, but it's too late.....and guess what else????

You know his former Dragon or Dragsona, HaloMy Beloved Husband Halo by Oro-VaderDragon, is now a Bad Guy.....that's right....because since I ruined :iconstardraco403: so badly....his Dragsona is no longer what he once was.....now he is like the Ultimate Bad Guy.....and now my own Dragsona, Oro, is single with no mate because of that.....this is all because of me.....
And since Oro and Halo are no more a couple, we will never know what will happen next in the future.....
So for you guys who loved OroXHalo, I guessed it's no more since those two are not a couple since Halo is not the dragon you known of......

There was another dragon I ruined badly for :iconstardraco403:......it's the dragon people had forgotten.....the famous dragon from *coughSporecough* Featuring.......it's none other then HiropherHiropher The Dragon by Oro-VaderDragon, now if you do remember this dragon of his WAY WAY back, then I'm pretty sure you do if you had very good memories....this dragon was famous from my Love's Dragon Group. This Dragon means a lot to him....not only this dragon was part of his main group over the years, but this dragon....represents :iconstardraco403: sanity....meaning this dragon was more then his favorite, Hiropher was like a soul to him because it controls him from what is right and what is wrong. Hiropher was like a special kind of dragon that makes :iconstardraco403:.
But because of what I did.......I killed him.....I killed Hiropher.......the dragon that represents his sanity.....UnU
Another dragon gone and lost....because of me....again..... 

Now if you guys find this kinds awkward or dumb, then be like that.....I'm standing for myself and what :iconstardraco403: believes in...but if you guys don't give a damn about his dragons or finds this a load of bullshit....THEN GET OUT OF MY SIGHT
I don't need people who thinks this is trash!!!! -___-;;;;;











~Edited Parts~
Another thing I missed-out for :iconstardraco403:......this is on the topic about his dragon, HiropherHiropher The Dragon by Oro-VaderDragon,He wants me to explain me "How I killed him off from his glory".
So here it is....
So you know the part here I said that I got kinda jealous of him being feature in *coughSporecough* and the fact that this dragon means so much to him? Well, here's how I killed him. So it started in a RP where I was acting like I was in trouble or should I make it seem like Oro was in danger and I made Hiropher seem like a Bad Guy, same thing like how I did with Halo, and I made my choice by killing Hiropher, where at the point :iconstardraco403: didn't know what was going on, and how brutally I murder Hiropher by making him suffer and seeing him in pain to make myself feel happy that he is gone. Because I wanted him dead from being famous and getting so much attention and people adoring him for being so "cool" and "badass" and crap. So, I had to kill him off which was my perfect task to do because I was really jealous at that time. But sadly for :iconstardraco403:, he was upset and in pain of losing a dragon for being innocent and representing :iconstardraco403:'s sanity and not to mention, Hiropher mean SO MUCH!!!! Like honestly now, he was proud of Hiropher of getting a feature and people enjoy seeing him, but I burned it to the ground and crushing it.....completely.....so for the most part.....Hiropher's dreams were crushed by my feet.......because of how much I dislike him....and how much I wanted him dead.....but now......since I love :iconstardraco403: and his dragons......I feel like a murderer of killing Hiropher and seeing him in pain, bleeding, crushing him, and turning him evil...........it got :iconstardraco403: blown-up when he notice I wanted to kill him and destroying him......so till now, :iconstardraco403: misses him.......as in he wanted him back.....and so Hiropher can finish his glory days back then that gotten :iconstardraco403: super happy......
You know, till now.....I feel heart-stabbed for doing this to Hiropher........because how much I didn't like him back then......but now......



I missed him.......;n;
I'm sorry Hiropher.....I really am....I hope you can forgive me for killing you and crushing :iconstardraco403:.......



I'm sorry once again :iconstardraco403:.....for putting you through this.....really....I am.....


















What I am truly doing is saving me and my bond of :iconstardraco403: together and trying to ask his forgiveness!!! You guys have NO IDEA HOW LONG ME AND HIM SUFFER FROM THIS!!!!! Well, he suffer way more from my actions, but my point is that I'm typing this LONG Journal for him as I promised that I would tell all of you that why me and him haven't been online here in ages!! And that the fact that what I did to him changed who he once was because I thought he would do something horrible!!! But he wasn't....my boyfriend told me he would never do anything like that to me because he trusted me and do anything for me and for the both of us.....but now, I'm not sure if he still trust me 100% all the way or thinks I may do something....
But it's not like I would do something WAY WORSE!!! Oh no, I will NEVER EVER in my life would do something like dumping him or finding someone or cheat on him.... NO!!!!! I thought he will do something like that but I was wrong about him!!! DDX>
And from all this, I'm typing this guilt so he can understands I finally stop hiding from my guilt and explain it in public to show you guys the REAL TRUTH behind all this mess!! And I hope he understands that what I did was so wrong and gotten off track because what my mind was doing to me, thinking of all this....
I doing this to tell him I love him so much and I will NEVER do anything what I have listed to him. And this time, I will follow what my heart says....because I trust him, I love him, I care for him, I will do anything for him to make us both happy and most importantly him happy.....
.......<=/ I feel like I'm a criminal for doing all these things to him......however, I feel happy and calm that I'm sharing this to tell you guys that I'm not afraid.....I can now stand-up now, and do things that is right.
And hopefully, my :iconstardraco403: can finally put this behind us and forgives me and he can gain more trust into me. Because now I learned my lesson....really hard and badly, but good in the same way.


Never think or let what your brain tells you to do, always follow your heart and never let anything get in between someone who you really care and love. If you love someone that much, then make the right thinks for you and your lover. Don't let anything get in for the both of you. Instead, make sure you and your lover have the same equal rights, that way, it can lead a bright future.




And :iconstardraco403:.....I'm truly sorry for what I did to you and what I ruin and destroy for you.....I hope you can forgive me in everything I did and what I thought you will do, but the fact I was wrong about you......I promise this will never happen again and that you can have your rights and freedom to do what you want, because now I know you will never do anything bad to me.....I love you and I'll do anything to make ALL THIS UP I did to you....I will no longer lie and no longer keep you away from what you really wanted to do....and you will have the same rights again....please.....I hope you'll find this journal enough for my guilt......


I'm guilty.....


I wished I can turn back time to prevents all this from happening....but it's too late.....but I hope you can forgive me :iconstardraco403:......
Please find it in your heart to forgive me and put all this behind our backs, because I learned my lesson......





I love you.....










That was my guilt.........U_U






Now if you guys have anything to say about this.....UNLESS IT'S NOT SHIT, then go ahead and post your comments.


But if you even DARE put something stupid or shitty or something making fun of, I will either block you or remove you or flag your gross comments....>___>


I'm ONLY doing this for my Boyfriend's sake!!!


But if you are one of the people who I trusted and know you are well-manner and respectful, I'll take it.
And if you have something more private to say to me, leave me a note......


But either way, I'll take any hate comments.....I pretty much deserve it anyway.





Now if you guys don't want me here, after reading this what I did to :iconstardraco403:, then I'll leave and never come here again, remember.....I'm doing this to make :iconstardraco403: happy once again.....




So, I guess that's it....nothing more then.


Oh yeah, if you guys post anything like "OMG!!!! DID YOU GUYS BROKE-UP OR SOMETHING?!?!?!?!"


Once again, we DID NOT.....I repeat.....we DID NOT BREAK-UP!!!!!!!!!    <----------
It's something I did and I wanted him to understand that I'm sorry for everything I did to him....that's it!!!
We are still together but I wanted to post my guilt to make him feel happy and so he can trust me......THAT'S IT




Now since this is now complete....I shall give my fingers a break....

That is it for now.
  • Mood: Guilty
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: This Long Journal...
  • Watching: Computer Screen
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
Now before you guys will be all like "HEY IT'S BEEN SO LONG!!!!" or "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!?!?!?" and crap....
Let me warn you all this is by far the LONGEST Journal EVER!
But it is for a reason.....a long....true....and far more reason....
Now before I get started of what I'm going to explain in this super long story, it HAS to do with what I made my boyfriend, :iconstardraco403:, suffer back then because what my actions gotten over me....U__U And typing my guilt is the only way to make our bond stronger and asking for his forgiveness for what I did to him and how I made him suffer greatly...

So here I go,


So, it all started 2 years ago(Or 3), it was around early September, and I was in the 11th Grade, I remember all this....
I'm pretty sure some of you remember that time I changed my username from 95galaxy119 to the now Oro-VaderDragon, and I changed my icon. At the time, it seems normal, like your normal nice day like that, before a couple days of my birthday, I was having a very good day. Nothing wrong right now.....
Until things gotten sour.....
While waiting for my boyfriend coming from his school, I waited for him in the pokemon chat room(Which that was where we chat most of the time back then sadly, since we can't chat on phones because of his mom) I was waiting for him.....and waited and waited.....until when I saw him, I was ready to chat with him, until things got....more unfortunate....
He was yelling what I have done on DA....like you know, changing my icon, and my username....and something more I did....but instead.....I...lied to him saying I didn't know what he was talking about....however, my brain told me to lie because I didn't want to lose him, but my heart told me to be honest, but I had to follow my brain because I was so fucking stupid at the time, thinking to myself I can tell :iconstardraco403: there is no need to be worrying about it.....however that doesn't stop there of what I REALLY did before....


You see, my Boyfriend, being honest and sweet and kind and loving and warm-hearted and never lies or hide things behind my back.....
But me....
I was nice, sweet, caring, understandable, and.....I did things to prevent some things to happen to my boyfriend.....
Like the following:
- Making him not to talk to others or girls for which that of the matter, because at the time, I was a scared he may cheat on me or you know....he may have another girl, that kind of stuff
- Doing things behind on my back
- Not giving him the rights of what he wants
- Stalking him to see what he was doing and looking at EVERY SINGLE comments in ALL OVER DA
- Taking his part on requests and stealing his part like you know "taking his request and gifts and etc."


Now before you guys will be like "Damn girl, what you are? A Stalker to your own boyfriend?" or "Why you would you do these things to him if you care so much for him?"
Let me explain in perfect detail before YOU GUYS GET IT ALL WRONG

The REAL reason why I did ALL these things is because....since I NEVER been in a relationship before, and since :iconstardraco403: being my first and ONLY boyfriend, I don't want to be the like girls who finds her perfect match, but then gets either dumped or cheated and you know the wrong relationship to be in....that was the REAL thing.
I didn't want my boyfriend to become those type of boys that cheat or dump or do terrible things to their girlfriends, so, being me having to think ALL this crap, I had to make him follow those rules like I listed them to make sure he won't do anything bad to me or find someone else then me.
Because honestly, by the show of hands here, how many of you girls had be dumped or being cheated before with your boyfriends, like the very FIRST relationship or if this count, with your other boyfriends maybe?
I've seen my girl friends being dumped or simply broke-up with their relationship and I seen them suffer and in pain badly....

That's the category I don't wanna fall into, because I love my :iconstardraco403: so very much and we been gone through so much. I didn't want him to leave me or do something horrible behind on back and far worse.
I had no choice but to try to make him avoid talking to his own friends, friends me and him known, and prevent him from doing any of me feeling like I'm left out.





But.....that was my greatest mistake I ever made........
:iconstardraco403: WASN'T that type of boyfriend he will do things behind on my back or trying to find someone else or trying to dump me or breaking my heart of any way.........no....instead.......I broke his heart.....badly........

I destroyed him from the inside-out.......
Now before you guys feel SO SORRY FOR ME....THEN DON'T!!! You guys should feel sorry for :iconstardraco403:.
Because of me destroying him thinking he would do something bad to me, but he WASN'T the type of person to do this!!! No, I ruined EVERYTHING for him!!!!!! DX
I destroyed his friendship with others because I thought he would do something to me or trying to hurt me in other ways.......Trying to stop him from talking to others online, like we known of for so long because I thought he would find a different girlfriend.......stealing his place for requesting and gifts and art-tradings.......destroying his career of drawing and rping.......destroying him from making new friends........looking at comments to see what he was doing......lying to him to save our relationship.......That's right......I FREAKIN DESTROYED EVERYTHING HE WORK SO HARD FOR AND DESTROYING WHAT HE WOULD HAVE GOTTEN, BUT SINCE ME BEING SOOOO SCARED OF LOSING HIM......I CRUSHED HIM!!!!!! DDDX




.......Yes, I have done this.....destroying him for what I had thought he would do....but not.....I mess-up a LOT for him.....now because of what I did to him from all this mess......he lost his interests of drawing and animation......he gave-up on rping......I banned him from websites that I thought he would do thing behind my back, but....making him lost it because he ONLY wants to be with his friends, but it's too late.....and guess what else????

You know his former Dragon or Dragsona, HaloMy Beloved Husband Halo by Oro-VaderDragon, is now a Bad Guy.....that's right....because since I ruined :iconstardraco403: so badly....his Dragsona is no longer what he once was.....now he is like the Ultimate Bad Guy.....and now my own Dragsona, Oro, is single with no mate because of that.....this is all because of me.....
And since Oro and Halo are no more a couple, we will never know what will happen next in the future.....
So for you guys who loved OroXHalo, I guessed it's no more since those two are not a couple since Halo is not the dragon you known of......

There was another dragon I ruined badly for :iconstardraco403:......it's the dragon people had forgotten.....the famous dragon from *coughSporecough* Featuring.......it's none other then HiropherHiropher The Dragon by Oro-VaderDragon, now if you do remember this dragon of his WAY WAY back, then I'm pretty sure you do if you had very good memories....this dragon was famous from my Love's Dragon Group. This Dragon means a lot to him....not only this dragon was part of his main group over the years, but this dragon....represents :iconstardraco403: sanity....meaning this dragon was more then his favorite, Hiropher was like a soul to him because it controls him from what is right and what is wrong. Hiropher was like a special kind of dragon that makes :iconstardraco403:.
But because of what I did.......I killed him.....I killed Hiropher.......the dragon that represents his sanity.....UnU
Another dragon gone and lost....because of me....again..... 

Now if you guys find this kinds awkward or dumb, then be like that.....I'm standing for myself and what :iconstardraco403: believes in...but if you guys don't give a damn about his dragons or finds this a load of bullshit....THEN GET OUT OF MY SIGHT
I don't need people who thinks this is trash!!!! -___-;;;;;








What I am truly doing is saving me and my bond of :iconstardraco403: together and trying to ask his forgiveness!!! You guys have NO IDEA HOW LONG ME AND HIM SUFFER FROM THIS!!!!! Well, he suffer way more from my actions, but my point is that I'm typing this LONG Journal for him as I promised that I would tell all of you that why me and him haven't been online here in ages!! And that the fact that what I did to him changed who he once was because I thought he would do something horrible!!! But he wasn't....my boyfriend told me he would never do anything like that to me because he trusted me and do anything for me and for the both of us.....but now, I'm not sure if he still trust me 100% all the way or thinks I may do something....
But it's not like I would do something WAY WORSE!!! Oh no, I will NEVER EVER in my life would do something like dumping him or finding someone or cheat on him.... NO!!!!! I thought he will do something like that but I was wrong about him!!! DDX>
And from all this, I'm typing this guilt so he can understands I finally stop hiding from my guilt and explain it in public to show you guys the REAL TRUTH behind all this mess!! And I hope he understands that what I did was so wrong and gotten off track because what my mind was doing to me, thinking of all this....
I doing this to tell him I love him so much and I will NEVER do anything what I have listed to him. And this time, I will follow what my heart says....because I trust him, I love him, I care for him, I will do anything for him to make us both happy and most importantly him happy.....
.......<=/ I feel like I'm a criminal for doing all these things to him......however, I feel happy and calm that I'm sharing this to tell you guys that I'm not afraid.....I can now stand-up now, and do things that is right.
And hopefully, my :iconstardraco403: can finally put this behind us and forgives me and he can gain more trust into me. Because now I learned my lesson....really hard and badly, but good in the same way.


Never think or let what your brain tells you to do, always follow your heart and never let anything get in between someone who you really care and love. If you love someone that much, then make the right thinks for you and your lover. Don't let anything get in for the both of you. Instead, make sure you and your lover have the same equal rights, that way, it can lead a bright future.




And :iconstardraco403:.....I'm truly sorry for what I did to you and what I ruin and destroy for you.....I hope you can forgive me in everything I did and what I thought you will do, but the fact I was wrong about you......I promise this will never happen again and that you can have your rights and freedom to do what you want, because now I know you will never do anything bad to me.....I love you and I'll do anything to make ALL THIS UP I did to you....I will no longer lie and no longer keep you away from what you really wanted to do....and you will have the same rights again....please.....I hope you'll find this journal enough for my guilt......


I'm guilty.....


I wished I can turn back time to prevents all this from happening....but it's too late.....but I hope you can forgive me :iconstardraco403:......
Please find it in your heart to forgive me and put all this behind our backs, because I learned my lesson......





I love you.....










That was my guilt.........U_U






Now if you guys have anything to say about this.....UNLESS IT'S NOT SHIT, then go ahead and post your comments.


But if you even DARE put something stupid or shitty or something making fun of, I will either block you or remove you or flag your gross comments....>___>


I'm ONLY doing this for my Boyfriend's sake!!!


But if you are one of the people who I trusted and know you are well-manner and respectful, I'll take it.
And if you have something more private to say to me, leave me a note......


But either way, I'll take any hate comments.....I pretty much deserve it anyway.





Now if you guys don't want me here, after reading this what I did to :iconstardraco403:, then I'll leave and never come here again, remember.....I'm doing this to make :iconstardraco403: happy once again.....




So, I guess that's it....nothing more then.


Oh yeah, if you guys post anything like "OMG!!!! DID YOU GUYS BROKE-UP OR SOMETHING?!?!?!?!"


Once again, we DID NOT.....I repeat.....we DID NOT BREAK-UP!!!!!!!!!    <----------
It's something I did and I wanted him to understand that I'm sorry for everything I did to him....that's it!!!
We are still together but I wanted to post my guilt to make him feel happy and so he can trust me......THAT'S IT




Now since this is now complete....I shall give my fingers a break....

That is it for now.
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I have to edited some parts sadly because I missed out of them and unfortunately :iconstardraco403: got pissed when he saw I missed a few important details and he wasn't going to forgive me....so I have to make it perfect this time.
So PLEASE Read the "EDIT" Parts...... because I had edited some parts I missed-out in order to make :iconstardraco403: happy and not upset with me.....;__; I have to do it because if I care for him, then I must do the right thing......
I can't see him being upset with me...



So here is the Edited version....with the missing parts

P.S.-  If you ALREADY read the WHOLE thing, just "ONLY" read the "EDIT PARTS" where it has the "Edit Parts" on top on any paragraphs where I wrote the missing parts. That makes it easy for you guys who read this.
But if you DON'T read this yet, read the WHOLE THING.....sorry...















Now before you guys will be all like "HEY IT'S BEEN SO LONG!!!!" or "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!?!?!?" and crap....
Let me warn you all this is by far the LONGEST Journal EVER!
But it is for a reason.....a long....true....and far more reason....
Now before I get started of what I'm going to explain in this super long story, it HAS to do with what I made my boyfriend, :iconstardraco403:, suffer back then because what my actions gotten over me....U__U And typing my guilt is the only way to make our bond stronger and asking for his forgiveness for what I did to him and how I made him suffer greatly...

So here I go,


So, it all started 2 years ago(Or 3), it was around early September, and I was in the 11th Grade, I remember all this....
I'm pretty sure some of you remember that time I changed my username from 95galaxy119 to the now Oro-VaderDragon, and I changed my icon. At the time, it seems normal, like your normal nice day like that, before a couple days of my birthday, I was having a very good day. Nothing wrong right now.....
Until things gotten sour.....
While waiting for my boyfriend coming from his school, I waited for him in the pokemon chat room(Which that was where we chat most of the time back then sadly, since we can't chat on phones because of his mom) I was waiting for him.....and waited and waited.....until when I saw him, I was ready to chat with him, until things got....more unfortunate....
He was yelling what I have done on DA....like you know, changing my icon, and my username....and something more I did....but instead.....I...lied to him saying I didn't know what he was talking about....however, my brain told me to lie because I didn't want to lose him, but my heart told me to be honest, but I had to follow my brain because I was so fucking stupid at the time, thinking to myself I can tell :iconstardraco403: there is no need to be worrying about it.....however that doesn't stop there of what I REALLY did before....


You see, my Boyfriend, being honest and sweet and kind and loving and warm-hearted and never lies or hide things behind my back.....
But me....
I was nice, sweet, caring, understandable, and.....I did things to prevent some things to happen to my boyfriend.....
Like the following:
- Making him not to talk to others or girls for which that of the matter, because at the time, I was a scared he may cheat on me or you know....he may have another girl, that kind of stuff
- Doing things behind on my back
- Not giving him the rights of what he wants
- Stalking him to see what he was doing and looking at EVERY SINGLE comments in ALL OVER DA
- Taking his part on requests and stealing his part like you know "taking his request and gifts and etc."









~Edited Parts~
:iconstardraco403: wanted me to add some parts that I missed out with the following things I listed above, so here it is. This is for :iconstardraco403:

So I missed-out with some another important parts that happen with me and him in other websites, or should I say online games....
Yes, right after our fight here, we both thought it would be best to play some online games together.
So our FIRST online game we played together was the online game called "League Of Legends". We played it for almost 2 years after we left DA, and we thought it would make us happy....however, things started to get worse.....
You see, whenever we play a game me and him, I sometimes make it seem like "shit" to him. Or should I say "I make him feel bad and making feel like an ass over there. Why so? Well since we left DA, we thought League Of Legends would make us feel alright after our big fight here, but.....I make it worse by making seem like DA at League.....don't ask me how is that even possible, but it was pissing :iconstardraco403: badly.....
As in like "SHITTY" to him. I ruined some game plays with him, and I sometimes put in into shame there because of how I was acting like a total "Drama Queen" or a "Bitchy person". So that got :iconstardraco403: pissed HORRIBLY
I don't blame him for saying I got to stop acting like it's going to be the end of the world and shit like that.....
So sadly, he gave up on League because he doesn't want to handle my shit. Not to mention, his Best Friend(RL) Daniel, who was playing with us at the time when we 3 played League, I almost made him hate on :iconstardraco403: because at the time my feelings were hurt from what :iconstardraco403: told me how I was acting in League.(I deserved it anyway because I did drive him angry and boiling point) And I had to let Daniel, wasting his time to help us fix our relationship more better during the time where I made both him and :iconstardraco403: pissed at me because I was acting like a fucking cry-baby.....it's no wonder Daniel keeps telling me and :iconstardraco403: that he can't help us no more because how much HE GOTTEN PISSED of me and :iconstardraco403: fighting all the time and he doesn't want to be in it.....and the fact I made him and :iconstardraco403: lost their friendship....almost....but luckily they didn't. But till now, Daniel doesn't want to be part of our fight. He has a point though......he can't fix a relationship that easy.....

However....it's not over yet......
Another game we played is a game called Heartstone....which we are playing it till this day. After :iconstardraco403: gotten SUPER PISSED of how I was acting on League and since he can't handle it, he went to Heartstone which he thought he can relax from ALL THE SHIT I DID ON LEAGUE, he thought he would be in peace in Heartstone. But when I ask him what game he was playing, he was a scared to ask me, because he was both pissed and sad that how much I ruin League for him badly. He REALLY was a scared to tell me because he was afraid I may ruin Heartstone for him as well, but since he loved me, he told me about the game. So, a few days after we played it, it was nice, nothing bad went wrong.....until a month later.....it went back again like how I did on League.....
:iconstardraco403: was trying to hold on to his anger, but when I cross the line of acting like the game is going to end and acting like an Emo Bitch...:iconstardraco403: lost his shit......he was blaming me that I was acting on ANY game we played, was like I was treating the game like on DA. So, he was saying the truth, so I should feel guilty because I made him ALMOST lost his shit and made him quit over and over and over again.....and he starting to had enough of it....because honestly, I am ruining him very badly and damaging him and thinking like it's going to end....so I did made him quit a few times, but since I can't handle it, I had to tell him to come back because it hurts me, but for him, it hurts him too that I treated a game like here on DA and how stupid I was acting and being so fucking emo. And now, I, the person who ruins shit for him, I must stop before he REALLY lose his grip...and I have to understand the pain he feels and how much he wanted peace and relaxation. He doesn't want shit or crap or drama going on. And I for myself, I need to stop being like that.......it really does hurt him......

I'm so sorry :iconstardraco403:.....I hope I explain enough from this......and....hope you can forgive......again......I'm really sorry......I will stop being like a jerk on every game we play......;__;
And make it happy for you to enjoy....


















Now before you guys will be like "Damn girl, what you are? A Stalker to your own boyfriend?" or "Why you would you do these things to him if you care so much for him?"
Let me explain in perfect detail before YOU GUYS GET IT ALL WRONG

The REAL reason why I did ALL these things is because....since I NEVER been in a relationship before, and since :iconstardraco403: being my first and ONLY boyfriend, I don't want to be the like girls who finds her perfect match, but then gets either dumped or cheated and you know the wrong relationship to be in....that was the REAL thing.
I didn't want my boyfriend to become those type of boys that cheat or dump or do terrible things to their girlfriends, so, being me having to think ALL this crap, I had to make him follow those rules like I listed them to make sure he won't do anything bad to me or find someone else then me.
Because honestly, by the show of hands here, how many of you girls had be dumped or being cheated before with your boyfriends, like the very FIRST relationship or if this count, with your other boyfriends maybe?
I've seen my girl friends being dumped or simply broke-up with their relationship and I seen them suffer and in pain badly....

That's the category I don't wanna fall into, because I love my :iconstardraco403: so very much and we been gone through so much. I didn't want him to leave me or do something horrible behind on back and far worse.
I had no choice but to try to make him avoid talking to his own friends, friends me and him known, and prevent him from doing any of me feeling like I'm left out.





But.....that was my greatest mistake I ever made........
:iconstardraco403: WASN'T that type of boyfriend he will do things behind on my back or trying to find someone else or trying to dump me or breaking my heart of any way.........no....instead.......I broke his heart.....badly........

I destroyed him from the inside-out.......
Now before you guys feel SO SORRY FOR ME....THEN DON'T!!! You guys should feel sorry for :iconstardraco403:.
Because of me destroying him thinking he would do something bad to me, but he WASN'T the type of person to do this!!! No, I ruined EVERYTHING for him!!!!!! DX
I destroyed his friendship with others because I thought he would do something to me or trying to hurt me in other ways.......Trying to stop him from talking to others online, like we known of for so long because I thought he would find a different girlfriend.......stealing his place for requesting and gifts and art-tradings.......destroying his career of drawing and rping.......destroying him from making new friends........looking at comments to see what he was doing......lying to him to save our relationship.......That's right......I FREAKIN DESTROYED EVERYTHING HE WORK SO HARD FOR AND DESTROYING WHAT HE WOULD HAVE GOTTEN, BUT SINCE ME BEING SOOOO SCARED OF LOSING HIM......I CRUSHED HIM!!!!!! DDDX




.......Yes, I have done this.....destroying him for what I had thought he would do....but not.....I mess-up a LOT for him.....now because of what I did to him from all this mess......he lost his interests of drawing and animation......he gave-up on rping......I banned him from websites that I thought he would do thing behind my back, but....making him lost it because he ONLY wants to be with his friends, but it's too late.....and guess what else????

You know his former Dragon or Dragsona, HaloMy Beloved Husband Halo by Oro-VaderDragon, is now a Bad Guy.....that's right....because since I ruined :iconstardraco403: so badly....his Dragsona is no longer what he once was.....now he is like the Ultimate Bad Guy.....and now my own Dragsona, Oro, is single with no mate because of that.....this is all because of me.....
And since Oro and Halo are no more a couple, we will never know what will happen next in the future.....
So for you guys who loved OroXHalo, I guessed it's no more since those two are not a couple since Halo is not the dragon you known of......

There was another dragon I ruined badly for :iconstardraco403:......it's the dragon people had forgotten.....the famous dragon from *coughSporecough* Featuring.......it's none other then HiropherHiropher The Dragon by Oro-VaderDragon, now if you do remember this dragon of his WAY WAY back, then I'm pretty sure you do if you had very good memories....this dragon was famous from my Love's Dragon Group. This Dragon means a lot to him....not only this dragon was part of his main group over the years, but this dragon....represents :iconstardraco403: sanity....meaning this dragon was more then his favorite, Hiropher was like a soul to him because it controls him from what is right and what is wrong. Hiropher was like a special kind of dragon that makes :iconstardraco403:.
But because of what I did.......I killed him.....I killed Hiropher.......the dragon that represents his sanity.....UnU
Another dragon gone and lost....because of me....again..... 

Now if you guys find this kinds awkward or dumb, then be like that.....I'm standing for myself and what :iconstardraco403: believes in...but if you guys don't give a damn about his dragons or finds this a load of bullshit....THEN GET OUT OF MY SIGHT
I don't need people who thinks this is trash!!!! -___-;;;;;











~Edited Parts~
Another thing I missed-out for :iconstardraco403:......this is on the topic about his dragon, HiropherHiropher The Dragon by Oro-VaderDragon,He wants me to explain me "How I killed him off from his glory".
So here it is....
So you know the part here I said that I got kinda jealous of him being feature in *coughSporecough* and the fact that this dragon means so much to him? Well, here's how I killed him. So it started in a RP where I was acting like I was in trouble or should I make it seem like Oro was in danger and I made Hiropher seem like a Bad Guy, same thing like how I did with Halo, and I made my choice by killing Hiropher, where at the point :iconstardraco403: didn't know what was going on, and how brutally I murder Hiropher by making him suffer and seeing him in pain to make myself feel happy that he is gone. Because I wanted him dead from being famous and getting so much attention and people adoring him for being so "cool" and "badass" and crap. So, I had to kill him off which was my perfect task to do because I was really jealous at that time. But sadly for :iconstardraco403:, he was upset and in pain of losing a dragon for being innocent and representing :iconstardraco403:'s sanity and not to mention, Hiropher mean SO MUCH!!!! Like honestly now, he was proud of Hiropher of getting a feature and people enjoy seeing him, but I burned it to the ground and crushing it.....completely.....so for the most part.....Hiropher's dreams were crushed by my feet.......because of how much I dislike him....and how much I wanted him dead.....but now......since I love :iconstardraco403: and his dragons......I feel like a murderer of killing Hiropher and seeing him in pain, bleeding, crushing him, and turning him evil...........it got :iconstardraco403: blown-up when he notice I wanted to kill him and destroying him......so till now, :iconstardraco403: misses him.......as in he wanted him back.....and so Hiropher can finish his glory days back then that gotten :iconstardraco403: super happy......
You know, till now.....I feel heart-stabbed for doing this to Hiropher........because how much I didn't like him back then......but now......



I missed him.......;n;
I'm sorry Hiropher.....I really am....I hope you can forgive me for killing you and crushing :iconstardraco403:.......



I'm sorry once again :iconstardraco403:.....for putting you through this.....really....I am.....


















What I am truly doing is saving me and my bond of :iconstardraco403: together and trying to ask his forgiveness!!! You guys have NO IDEA HOW LONG ME AND HIM SUFFER FROM THIS!!!!! Well, he suffer way more from my actions, but my point is that I'm typing this LONG Journal for him as I promised that I would tell all of you that why me and him haven't been online here in ages!! And that the fact that what I did to him changed who he once was because I thought he would do something horrible!!! But he wasn't....my boyfriend told me he would never do anything like that to me because he trusted me and do anything for me and for the both of us.....but now, I'm not sure if he still trust me 100% all the way or thinks I may do something....
But it's not like I would do something WAY WORSE!!! Oh no, I will NEVER EVER in my life would do something like dumping him or finding someone or cheat on him.... NO!!!!! I thought he will do something like that but I was wrong about him!!! DDX>
And from all this, I'm typing this guilt so he can understands I finally stop hiding from my guilt and explain it in public to show you guys the REAL TRUTH behind all this mess!! And I hope he understands that what I did was so wrong and gotten off track because what my mind was doing to me, thinking of all this....
I doing this to tell him I love him so much and I will NEVER do anything what I have listed to him. And this time, I will follow what my heart says....because I trust him, I love him, I care for him, I will do anything for him to make us both happy and most importantly him happy.....
.......<=/ I feel like I'm a criminal for doing all these things to him......however, I feel happy and calm that I'm sharing this to tell you guys that I'm not afraid.....I can now stand-up now, and do things that is right.
And hopefully, my :iconstardraco403: can finally put this behind us and forgives me and he can gain more trust into me. Because now I learned my lesson....really hard and badly, but good in the same way.


Never think or let what your brain tells you to do, always follow your heart and never let anything get in between someone who you really care and love. If you love someone that much, then make the right thinks for you and your lover. Don't let anything get in for the both of you. Instead, make sure you and your lover have the same equal rights, that way, it can lead a bright future.




And :iconstardraco403:.....I'm truly sorry for what I did to you and what I ruin and destroy for you.....I hope you can forgive me in everything I did and what I thought you will do, but the fact I was wrong about you......I promise this will never happen again and that you can have your rights and freedom to do what you want, because now I know you will never do anything bad to me.....I love you and I'll do anything to make ALL THIS UP I did to you....I will no longer lie and no longer keep you away from what you really wanted to do....and you will have the same rights again....please.....I hope you'll find this journal enough for my guilt......


I'm guilty.....


I wished I can turn back time to prevents all this from happening....but it's too late.....but I hope you can forgive me :iconstardraco403:......
Please find it in your heart to forgive me and put all this behind our backs, because I learned my lesson......





I love you.....










That was my guilt.........U_U






Now if you guys have anything to say about this.....UNLESS IT'S NOT SHIT, then go ahead and post your comments.


But if you even DARE put something stupid or shitty or something making fun of, I will either block you or remove you or flag your gross comments....>___>


I'm ONLY doing this for my Boyfriend's sake!!!


But if you are one of the people who I trusted and know you are well-manner and respectful, I'll take it.
And if you have something more private to say to me, leave me a note......


But either way, I'll take any hate comments.....I pretty much deserve it anyway.





Now if you guys don't want me here, after reading this what I did to :iconstardraco403:, then I'll leave and never come here again, remember.....I'm doing this to make :iconstardraco403: happy once again.....




So, I guess that's it....nothing more then.


Oh yeah, if you guys post anything like "OMG!!!! DID YOU GUYS BROKE-UP OR SOMETHING?!?!?!?!"


Once again, we DID NOT.....I repeat.....we DID NOT BREAK-UP!!!!!!!!!    <----------
It's something I did and I wanted him to understand that I'm sorry for everything I did to him....that's it!!!
We are still together but I wanted to post my guilt to make him feel happy and so he can trust me......THAT'S IT




Now since this is now complete....I shall give my fingers a break....

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:iconcolorheartsplz:MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!:iconcolorheartsplz::icondragontail2::iconiloveitplz:
:iconblueheart:BOYFRIEND!!!!:heart::iconblueheart:
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(He's my CUTE Cuddle Muffin and my Husband!!!!:heart::love:)

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Current Residence: New Orleans, Louisiana
Favourite genre of music: Epic, Rock, Metal, 80's, Techno, or some Music that I like
Favourite style of art: Dragons, Horses, Anime, Pokemon, Fantasy, Animals, or Nature
Operating System: Windows XP, HP, Acer
MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch =D
Shell of choice: BLUE or some of my Dragons Color
Wallpaper of choice: Pokemon, Dragons, Inuyasha, or something else
Skin of choice: Blue Scales Fur...or my Race Other(Blargh)
Favourite cartoon character: Bobobo, Inuyasha, Don Patch, Eddy, Lazlo, and more CX
Personal Quote: "We bring Peace and Love to others who Understands." ~Mother-Nature The Dragoness
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jrwenzel Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
:iconthankyouforthellama:
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AndrewGeorge1991 Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy B-day^^
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DrAgOnOfFoReSt Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconcuddleplz: Happy birthday, my dear! :party: :icondragonwant:
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dragonfreak1112 Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014
Happy Birthday ORO!! :glomp: :party: :cake:
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Lydiadragon Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014
Happy Birthday!^^
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Fiercedeity1770 Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014  Student Filmographer
Happy Birthday my friend! :D
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lembuk Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014  Student General Artist
happy birthday to you dear :party:
i hope you have a great day :hug:
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Engleheart Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2014  Student Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :iconcakeplz::iconcakeplz::iconballonplz::iconballonplz::party:
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dragonOllie15 Featured By Owner Edited Sep 9, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey Oro, Happy Birthday for tomorrow. I just hope you're safe, well and coming home soon :hug:
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Oro-VaderDragon Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you, and I'm coming back to DA but I have some important stuff to fix here I did wrong
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